Feelings Within

As the tears flow down my cheeks;
I look at myself and think how can you be so weak?

I opened myself up and let you in;
Even though I fought it, I let you win.

Now I look back and think what a fool;
I should have listened to myself and not broken my own rule.

Now it’s too late the damage is done and my heart is broken;
All these feelings inside I try to shut down that you have awoken.

They say that time heals all;
Will it heal my mind and soul before I completely fall?

The chasm is deep and I look down in;
Thinking to myself if I go ahead and jump will it be a sin?

With nothing to loose I turn around;
Stepping back and letting myself fall, I don’t make a sound……………..